Currently Listening Live It Out By Metric see related

I really only write in here when i have a lot on my mind, yet i dont expect anyone to read it, as i suppose xanga is dead. Anyways...where to begin? there is nowhere to begin. Theres so much, everywhere. It hurts to think sometimes. It does, it only reminds you of what you're supposed to be doing..and youre not. Chemistry test. English test. Math test. D in math. blah blah blah, you're not any better from last year this year toots. Do you think you should care? YES duh. but you don't.  Then there's the boyfriend problems, which im sick and tired of. why have a boyfriend if you cant be happy. you love him. thats right, love. this year has had some good aspects, but mostly...i mean with the school work and shit. Its driving me insane. can you believe i started dancing again. neither could i. damn all this bitching and moaning just reminded that I really DO have a chem test, and im to go study now. about tetrahedral somethings because thats supposed to get me ahead in life...right?

bitch, please.

Currently Reading Angela's Ashes: A Memoir By Frank McCourt see related

i havent been here in forever.

am i the only one that is trying to revive their xanga?

yes.

that would be lame.

Like whoa! havent been here in awhile....I had made the resolution to come back sometimes and add weblog entrys but I never do...damn that myspace! ok well nothing new...My birthday is next friday..1 WEEK FROM NOW! wow! lol my boyfriend is in mexico for about 3 whole days! and school is almost over and magally smells....lol EGADS! oooh i got in soo much trouble with my parents big big mega trouble...but they'll get over it. So yea right now its 1st period and i'm supposed to be doing work in the computer lab, but i already finished. I'm thinking about going to knotts 4 my b-day...with Ivan(the guy in mexico) and some other friends...I wonder what that lovely fag of mine bought me for my birthday...gosh who wouldve thought that back when I was writting those depressing blogs I would ever be happy again...i thought my world was ending! and I'm happy with Ivan things just dont get any weirder...and MAGALLY SMELLS ok..so that wasnt much of a shocker..whatever. Ok i g2g now...I'm soooo tired I went to sleep like @ 12:00 am yesterday...I was working on a project..and I didn't even finish it..i have to turn in the other half monday...oh well...too bad soo effin sad..

toodles

THATS ME!

Currently Playing 25 Mozart Favorites By John Sant'Ambrogio, George Silfies, Jost Michaels, Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart, Alfred Scholz, Ferdinand Grossmann, Franz Bauer-Theussl, Gunter Kehr, H. Reichert, Helmuth Rilling see related

Yup yup, so today was mega boring. Stupid testing..I hate it! I finished like super duper fast..and then I fell asleep. I slept for 42 min before I woke up..and I was super duper cold! it wasnt even funny...I'm still a vegetarian....I have a boyfriend hes a nerd, but I love him. Omg this whole star wars thing is like soo getting to me. I see Darth Vader everywhere(not that hes not cool) but yea...can u believe people r getting ready to go like at 12:00 today?? goddamit anyways yes my grades still suck I have like 2 C's and I'm soooooooo disappointed in myself  i think its time I get my ass focused and stuff...maybe sometime in June...May is too busy.

I really really want a blue-berry muffin..Movies friday yay!

xoxo